Girl, i wish i can get you back,
I wish i can hold you in my arms once more,
Just for a day...
An hour...
An minute...
An second...
But its impossible now...
There no hope for me and you,
Because i've failed you already.

We wont meet ever again,
this sentence, is true.
Why? Because im afraid of seeing you again.
I will henceforth avoid all connections and every possibility that i'll see you,

I am a monster, i told you before myself, personally.
You din't believe me.
I was, and were, and always is.

A monster that really loved you so much...
gave you so much...
just to see your smile.

I captivated your smile in my mind forever during the moments i stared at you.
I really loved you so so much...
Even a year or two ago,
I was devastated by a news so hurting,
I hated you so much, i never wanted to see you again,
until recently,
i agreed to go genting because of my family,
and i saw you again...
Old feelings resurfaced,
I fell for you again.
But its useless, and it got worse.

I want you back, i really do,
i just have no courage to tell you that, i know i wont,
i know you dont care anymore,
i'm just a stranger.

I'm really happy for all this memories,
Think not of all the things i gave to you,
Its nothing compared to what happiness you gave me,
i wish to see your smile always.
and always.
But i wont get to anymore.
Lest,
I remember your smile,
and i'll always think of you,
day and night,
till the day someone else takes you far away,
that is the day,
i truely never exist.

Your an angel to me,
I hope you find a better guy than me.
I know you will,
But a word of advice.
There are hardly any good ones left in our generation.

Theres nothing but people who toy with feelings out there now.
I just hope you wont meet any of them, and they play you.
But fate will protect you,
Your parents will,
Your friends will.
I can put my mind at ease.
For the girl i love most, will be happy and safe no matter what.

Take care girl,
Hear this last song ever.
I hope you see this post.
I really hope you do.
Loves,
Knkl,
Long,